Love is a trouble, Life is a pain

回忆过去的种种，好像每次都是在不知不觉中变得理智，在一份看似仍旧升温的感情中变得理智，然后接下去的，就是耐性全失。

听说，爱情中的女人最致命的就是她们不如男人理智。我觉得，其实女人也可以变得超常的理智，只不过女人的这份理智代表着感情的衰退和消失。

开始羡慕那些个纯粹单相思的人，哪怕是把自己安插到哪个完美结局的童话里也无妨。或许感情最美好的部分也就是还对着未来充满遐想的时候，而当一切的感情要面对生活的种种，或者未来的一切也都要基于现实的所有去推测的时候，很多的幻想泡沫就会当即被击得粉碎，无法还原。而这之后呢？磨减掉了天真，只剩下了理智与现实。

生活是这样，让我们经历，让我们学会好多东西，然后等到我们先下来回头看走过的路的时候，开始发觉和嘲笑自己的可怜。

havnt write xanga for long long time luuu....

dunno le... whenever i feel like writing it, im always not in front of the computer, but i am, i feel like doing something else... guess imm just lazy...

yday... actualli the day b4... had a long chat with jojo worrr.... talk about how the first time we talk to each other n start to be friend at year 10 lor... diuuu.... y am i so mean?....make me feel more glad that we r sooo good friends today tim....... lucky jojo so nice la... or else other ppl cant stand me la... i dun think i'll be my own friend lor... wakakakkakaka..... aiyyyy....

finally meet jojo tomorrow laaaa.. i think i havn't seen her for more than 2-3 week la... omg.... sooo lonnnngggggg.... but tml will onli b the 2 of us la... quality time together.. YaY*~~~ havn't gone out with her for the only 2 of us for long time lu... not like how we use to always just go out by ourselves... ahhahahaha

we will go city eat lunch, then go my school to listen to management lecture... then go chapel streeeeeeettttt....~!!! i havn't been there since last year....... shiitt...

anywayz la... must go fix up n hurry go get ready for school~~!!!

can't wait until tml.... !!!!!!!! ><><><

2j  (wannna upload foto... but then realize this computer dun hav foto... diuuuuuuuu.... jojo, we must take a lot of foto tml, ok?)

http://jyenii.spaces.msn.com/Blog/cns!1pL2ZDpL8Z50mH3lCC-8060A!950.entry

looked back on my msn entry from ages ago.....

but make me feel suddenly empty i spose....

still 2j at heart

but somehow different...

perhaps we have grown up...

miss the times when we laugh crazy together, sleep together, watch movies or vcds together... miss going to tea house n eat ice...lol.... miss clubbing together...miss eating together... talking to each other... n everthing

eventhough we still do many of those things  now, but its just that we don't have time to do it as often... its just that we are always preoccupied...

but always remember... no matter how long we can't see each other, or how long we haven't spoken... we r still best friends and we still can say whatever to each other and we still can lean on each other, no matter what!!!!!

2j forever n ever n ever n ever!!!!!!!!!! ><

so long since i write on xanga...

seems like hav nothing to write about..

exams is coming so soon... im so scared that my subjects will fail which i think will happen... n i dunno what i can do about it...

last nite i dreamt a dream... n i realized something... somethings cant stay hidden...

perhaps... im always too honest.... thats my weakness in me....

i cant lie even if its to my benefit... bcos im scared to hurt others.... others dont deserve to be hurt by me....

i dont want punishment anymore.... thats all i know...

mayb im too stupid again...